I don’t lie, but I’m not as honest as I should be. I don’t say everything I’m feeling when it’s probably best for me to say it. especially when it involves others and their feelings.
alright, honestly I’m so tired of being single. whether I’m ready to be in a relationship or not, I hate not having that 1 person that I feel crazy about and who feels the same towards me. I don’t want anything perfect or cheesy, but I want something real that I can actually feel in my soul, where I can like stare into his eyes and literally start crying of happiness, thanking him, and just feeling 10 types of ways. alright. I don’t want to type a paragraph but yea. I’ve literally never been in a relationship, and I’m 20, which isn’t a big deal it’s pretty much whatever to me but about once a month I do wonder what the deal is. I’m just a patient person in a lot of areas in my life and this is one of those areas. so I will continue to push through my sad and rushful-thinking thoughts and trust that the Universe will work in my favor one day and deliver someone who is for me.
"Dam them Oreos look like they bout to drop already, I might get two if I fuck with A1."
I hope that this fall I’ll have or meet a person in DC who will enthusiastically go around the city and take pictures with me. of each other, of the buildings, of nature etc. and we can eat and just have fun. Idk. Preferably a guy but life is hard so I’ll say either or.
Options (Feat. Rick Ross) - Luke James